I am assuming by now, most of you know that baby #2 is on his/her way. We are beyond excited and can hardly wait for October to meet this baby.
I guess, I should recap a little bit of where I left things last time, the miscarriage.
After losing Isaiah, I didn't think we would be pregnant for a while. I really thought we would have a long road of "trying" before we were to be pregnant again. Part of me was honestly at peace with that, but the other part of me was trying to guard my heart and prepare myself for a long road of more pain.
Needless to say, it happened as quickly as it possibly could. I can't explain the feeling when I saw those two lines on the pregnancy test, such a rush of excitement, fear, and cautiousness all wrapped into one.
14 weeks
Casey Wiegand just wrote this in a recent post and it summed up exactly how I feel in the moment:
"I have no idea how you can thank God for the loss of one child, so you can experience another. But today I will do that. If we hadn't lost Addison, I would never have had Apple. I am thankful that someday I will know them both...but thankful that God blessed us with Apple for this life here on earth."
While I will always have some aching in my heart that I will not get to meet Isaiah until Heaven, I am so honored that the Lord blessed us with this child to cherish here. I can't wait to kiss this kids cheeks off.
18 weeks
We have since seen him/her once more and even have a friends doppler so we can hear the sweet heartbeat any time we want. It is great peace to turn it on and just listen to our sweet baby. Praise Him from whom ALL blessings flow.
This pregnancy is half way over and I can hardly believe it. Here is a little update on where we are at now. I am in no way promising weekly updates, but I am hoping to try to get a few more done before this baby is here.
How far along: 20 Weeks
How big is the baby: 10 1/2 ounces and about 6 1/2 inches long from head to bottom and about 10 inches from head to heel - the length of a banana
Due date: October 11th
Gender: We find out next week! My gut is girl but we shall see!!
Sleep: Not sleeping so well b/c of crazy prego dreams and nightmares :(
Miss anything: my morning cup of coffee (see below)
Movement: First flutters felt on April 24th.- this baby isn't NEARLY as active as Simeon, but I am feeling more kicks every day
Food cravings:Venti Starbucks Black Tea Lemonade with only 2 pumps of sweetener. My bank account hates me. Sugar. Sugar. and More Black Tea Lemonade.
Anything making you queasy or sick: Coffee and Peanut Butter - two things I normally LOVE but have hated every pregnancy. I am finally starting to tolerate peanut butter but in very small quantities.
Labor signs: None- thank goodness
Symptoms: nothing too major
Belly button in or out: In
Symptoms: nothing too major
Belly button in or out: In
Looking forward to: Seeing the baby again and finding out the gender...... and
watching this little monkey become a big brother!!!
watching this little monkey become a big brother!!!









































